Purple day was amazing. Even though my real life friends ignored it, I am so so happy there were so many online people who decided to part in our purple event. It was right guys, I had tears in my eyes when tumblr turned purple for those innocent teenagers, bullied to death cause they were themselves.
I updated the caddy in real life section although there are no party pictures, mostly because i look terrible when i'm partying, you all know what I mean. I don't want you to think less of me because I'm a party animal. Anyways, I'm happy cause more of my tees got sold the last months. Yays!
the tees that got sold are "coloured pencils" & "play me", mysoti is having some US delays but from what I know Europe shipping is working just fine, so don't worry if you want to order something. Ofc, i'm taking tee requests. All tees HERE.
I haven't been vidding recently because I have some really hard stuff at my school but I'll try to do something as soon as i'm inspired enough.
also, stoppedclocks video coming, we're almost done!

hey there, long time no talk! I stopped by to check if you needed anything! I might be adding a new coloring really soon, so I hope you'll keep checking the site. it's all for you guys! take care <3 New SC collab is coming, that makes me excited <3 We're gonna literally stop your clocks this time! Also, major update in the music section is coming! I know I need to catch up! hihihi (leave me some suggestions in the ask box byes)

I decided to write a new post because it's once again I receive a Sony Vegas file request. I don't give away SV files guys, if you can't make an element of the coloring I'm posting I'm sorry but there's nothing I can do. I post something and you agree to receive screens only. I haven't been credited for a coloring for a long time, so I pretty much think you don't appreciate my work here leaving away the credit for me. It doesn't feel right. "music" section will be updated in a minute.

wow, i log in much more often than I used to! that's a good sign guys. I think of adding more music, playlists maybe? THERE'S NEVER ENOUGH GOOD MUSIC IN OUT LIVES. that's a trufax. Are you ready for next summer and the vidcon, btw? I'm so freaking excited it hurts. Next summer is gonna be wicked. It's got potential, it's pregnant. I'll try to bring you new coloring later today :) xoxo

newest hot design! :)

"FAN CLUB CHUCK BASS"
you can leave your design suggestions in the chatbox, the best ones will be turned into t-shirts!

mysoti is 100% legit, I ordered a tee myself and once I get it , I will let you know about the quality of the fabric etc. stay tuned, cause those t-shirts are going to rock your socks!

I'm so so so sorry for not updating in a long time. How have you been? I'm so tired, especially after class' trip [i'll post some pics in caddy-in-real-life section]. I've been seeing many videos with my colorings on youtube and that kinda makes me concerned cause I obviously don't want them to just flow around yt like that, I mean it's fine for you to use them from time to time, but there are also people who haven't used their unique coloring in a loooong time. that's why i'm worried. Cause in the end, I don't want them to grow into my work so much. it's actually mine , and i did it for you to open your minds and enlarge your creativity, i know that it wasnt the best way to do it, but I thought you were mature! xoxo

i'm being crazy, face it. I kinda updated my tees business today even though I planned to study English whole day, Gosh there's so much stuff to worry about, biology, Spanish , Physics, . . .  I just want to lay back down. . .  this life is totally not my piece of cake, after all i'm just a stupid teenager who wants to go to NY.
I'm afraid my dream is slowly drifting away, this is all so unfair! one of my real life friends from school is going on an English course to Miami this summer. why not me? why not me? ;x

song of the moment : smile - uncle kracker


today i feel lonely.

hey sweethearts! good news today, actually, last night i checked on mysoti.com after a long time not using it, and i found out two of my projects got sold!
i'm really happy cause that means few euro/dollars after all.
you can see my tees here : http://www.mysoti.com/mysoti/u/caddystar
feel free to purcharse or request a design you'd like to see there.

hey guys! i'm writing here again cause I really want to upgrade the site as much as possible! i'm afraid i'm not enough to do it myself, so i need your creative ideas.
a) ideas of what you want to see here.
b) person who wants to help me out with organisation, layout, updating colorings, organising other stuff and hopefully adding something by themselves


today i feel melancholy.

Sorry I haven't been online lately. School's been overwhelming as well as the idea of me not being able to attent the NYC course. Once I got banned on Google, I lost the only way of earning money I could think of. Well there's always neobux left, but that won't be enough. Any suggestions?

You're probably wondering why I deleted few sections here on the site, well it's because I got few emails from google & blogspot saying that my page contains copyrighted stuff. I got scared, cause I didn't want to go to jail or pay somebody. I decided to keep my colorings and few other things, we'll see what will come next. I'm sorry guys.

Please register at neobux & click :)
 

Hey! There's actually no news to be told. . . Today's the first official day of the National Mourning in my country. Streets seem black & quiet. Somebody on formspring asked me "How do you feel about your president?" I don't actually get, why would sb even ask about that? I'm Polish and no matter how much I want to get out of this country, it's where i've grown up. I do feel patriotic, especially in situations like that. I never liked our president, maybe cause of the way the media were talking about him, but the true fact is that I feel sad & empty , now that so many brilliant citizens of my country died in such a horrible accident.


leaving the drama behind : I applied for Caroline's collab --> link
I think later today we'll see if i get approved and be able to vid amazing song that is "make this go on forever" by snow patrol. 
7:18pm UPDATE:
I GOT INNNNN! <3 I'M SO HAPPY!





my NYC dreams are still up & around, I will stand up for them until all hope is gone.

today went all wrong from the beginning to the end.

On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare.

On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare.

hey guys! sorry about not updating anything lately! my life is crazy, since i need to spend almost 24/7 cause of the new collab i'm hosting. first of all judging it was hell! lots of talented people and only 21 spots to be taken. i'm really sorry if this time you didn't get in, please just don't give up cause lots of you were sooo close to be in this collab! <3

also, with new stoppedclocks collab coming on April 15th I need to stay tuned to whatever happens on our forum. I'm sick of re-rendering everything but I guess this is this specific "beauty" of hosting a collab (group). Anyways, I hope you'll like both of them, "a rush of blood to the head" and 4th stoppedclocks collaboration coming really soon!

if you feel like asking me some questions, go ahead , i check "comment" section every day!

sorry for missing out lately, today i'm back with new coloring & i promise I'll answer on all your pms on yt! God, btw the new layout of yt SUCKS, doesn't it? I pretty much have nothing to say, I still don't have a job , I still have dreams about Chace Crawford. SERIOUSLY, this is getting weird xD

my ripping settings. the cost of this English course might be bigger than I thought, that makes me even more obsessed about finding a job :(  i have no idea how i can get money, gosh this is being so annoying , seriously! :(

   Lucas: It's just a dream, right?
   Peyton: It's my dream.

   cause it's my dream and when i close my eyes, I can almost believe it's true. Like I'm the one to make it happen. we're weak and sometimes we get lost along the way. who's to say, there's any limit, any possibility. Who's supposed to live my life, if not me?

hello sweethearts! I just wanted to inform you that I've saved around 369 EUR (in total on my real life bank account) Like I said, NY is really expensive, but I really hope for it! :) Feel free to request things in "COMMENT" :)

hey guys! haha I'm being pretty annoying lately, right? I just love having a blog, that's it! Today's at 3pm I'm going to Ri's place. We don't actually have any special plans or anything, i'm gonna look what's in the cinema today. Last night I watched Kickboxer and later Total Recall with Arnold Schwarzenegger. <3 I love watching such movies at1am. I love TR but my favourite is still The Running Man, ohhh or True Lies!(this one is hilarious!) God, I'm such a big A.S. fan! I remember watching Last Action Hero , Eraser, Terminator or Commando! Ok, stop it Caddy!

ok, also yesterday I won advertising for 3 months at http://ohlux.org/
I love reading your comments, requests at "COMMENT" section, so please don't stop posting! :)

hello! I'm feeling all weird today, maybe it's because I pick at my food, but it's pretty typical for me, or I'm just super tired cause my school is being horrible. I want to go to sleep but on the other hand I can't wait for you guys to see my new video! YEES, NEW VIDEO <3 I kinda edited it in 1,5h , so please don't expect anything special, just random caddy-stuff. I'll keep you updated with my saving plan and for now I'll just finish watching Kickboxer on tv . Love you!

P.S I got nominated in Video Oscars : Best coloring on a video category, too bad instead of my video in the nominees video posted on main channel of the contest, there is blackness. I kinda think that should be fixed by the judges, cause it reduces my chances (if i even had them).
link to the contest video : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i45_7UJnZ38

helly guys! welcome a new springish layout! customizing it was a real hell xD so you'd better enjoy it. I changed the picture cause I didn't like it at all. Now it's featured by Brittany Murphy <3
last night I hit Coldplay's store and found a tee I'd always dreamed of! hahaha too bad it's designed for men, caddy can wear it too! :)Isn't it just amazing? it's only $19.95, kinda not my size (male's XL) but I can always put on weight xD Everything for my favourite band, seriously, lately i've been colplay-hypnotized, listening to "a rush of blood to the head" over and over . Saving for NY is doing quite good, mostly because of you and your precious *cough* you know what :) I'll try to keep you updated with how far i am with the money. <3

my usual project settings :

my converting settings:

I've just found out, the total price of this English course in NY i wanted to attend excludes the flight's price! how annoying is that? They obviously think that if I can afford course for 2,770$ I wouldn't mind few hundreds more ;/ Well I would!  I've got 526 days to earn this money. I don't even bother asking my parents for it. "It's too much, forget about it" it's all i'm hearing.

annaaaxx asked me about my rendering settings, since i'm being so nice lately, I thought "why not?"


 

hey peeps! I'm so damn excited by the fact that you like my site! Actually, who wouldn't like getting my colorings for free. XD Some of you asked me for PRODIGAL coloring, well be patient, i've got whole plan of tutorials and sure I'll be revealing PRODIGAL secret in future, but not now. Keep clicking. :)

Last night I've been lying in my bed and basically I was thinking about my future. Cheesy, I know. I don't want to be stuck in Poland, I want to do SOMETHING! I think that's why i'm even into this neobux, lokerz etc things.Staying idle is the worst thing I could do right now.

Also, you know you can COMMENT here right? just click on the link with this name (right, top corner). Ohhh btw, I'm currently using flock browser and from what Anto told me , the layout is completely screwed in IE browser. I'm sorry guys! I guess you need to survive some ugliness!

love you, Caddy

The first thing i was actually willing to write about it neobux. Many people doubt the fast that it really works. Well to be honest it really does. I'm not saying that you will earn 200$ a month, but you will earn SOMETHING!
today i got my second payment from neobux. I got it in few seconds after requesting! You don't need to have bank account or credit card to use neobux. You just need a "private" paypal account. I'd be happy to help you out if you had any questions. Just leave a comment or contact me on twitter/facebook/youtube. Register, then click on your daily ads each day! also every day you get lots of bonuses so visit the site often :)