make this go on forever
Monday, April 12, 2010 / 5:28 PM
Hey! There's actually no news to be told. . . Today's the first official day of the National Mourning in my country. Streets seem black & quiet. Somebody on formspring asked me "How do you feel about your president?" I don't actually get, why would sb even ask about that? I'm Polish and no matter how much I want to get out of this country, it's where i've grown up. I do feel patriotic, especially in situations like that. I never liked our president, maybe cause of the way the media were talking about him, but the true fact is that I feel sad & empty , now that so many brilliant citizens of my country died in such a horrible accident.
leaving the drama behind : I applied for Caroline's collab --> link
I think later today we'll see if i get approved and be able to vid amazing song that is "make this go on forever" by snow patrol.
7:18pm UPDATE:
I GOT INNNNN! <3 I'M SO HAPPY!
my NYC dreams are still up & around, I will stand up for them until all hope is gone.
leaving the drama behind : I applied for Caroline's collab --> link
I think later today we'll see if i get approved and be able to vid amazing song that is "make this go on forever" by snow patrol.
7:18pm UPDATE:
I GOT INNNNN! <3 I'M SO HAPPY!
my NYC dreams are still up & around, I will stand up for them until all hope is gone.
Sunday, April 11, 2010 / 9:51 PM
my time of dying
Friday, April 9, 2010 / 4:23 PM
today went all wrong from the beginning to the end.
On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare.
On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare.
On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare.
On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare.
rush
Monday, April 5, 2010 / 5:16 PM
hey guys! sorry about not updating anything lately! my life is crazy, since i need to spend almost 24/7 cause of the new collab i'm hosting. first of all judging it was hell! lots of talented people and only 21 spots to be taken. i'm really sorry if this time you didn't get in, please just don't give up cause lots of you were sooo close to be in this collab! <3
also, with new stoppedclocks collab coming on April 15th I need to stay tuned to whatever happens on our forum. I'm sick of re-rendering everything but I guess this is this specific "beauty" of hosting a collab (group). Anyways, I hope you'll like both of them, "a rush of blood to the head" and 4th stoppedclocks collaboration coming really soon!
if you feel like asking me some questions, go ahead , i check "comment" section every day!
also, with new stoppedclocks collab coming on April 15th I need to stay tuned to whatever happens on our forum. I'm sick of re-rendering everything but I guess this is this specific "beauty" of hosting a collab (group). Anyways, I hope you'll like both of them, "a rush of blood to the head" and 4th stoppedclocks collaboration coming really soon!
if you feel like asking me some questions, go ahead , i check "comment" section every day!
who's the boy you like the most?
Friday, April 2, 2010 / 11:06 AM
sorry for missing out lately, today i'm back with new coloring & i promise I'll answer on all your pms on yt! God, btw the new layout of yt SUCKS, doesn't it? I pretty much have nothing to say, I still don't have a job , I still have dreams about Chace Crawford. SERIOUSLY, this is getting weird xD
