i'm being crazy, face it. I kinda updated my tees business today even though I planned to study English whole day, Gosh there's so much stuff to worry about, biology, Spanish , Physics, . . .  I just want to lay back down. . .  this life is totally not my piece of cake, after all i'm just a stupid teenager who wants to go to NY.
I'm afraid my dream is slowly drifting away, this is all so unfair! one of my real life friends from school is going on an English course to Miami this summer. why not me? why not me? ;x

song of the moment : smile - uncle kracker


today i feel lonely.